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    Parr, Catharine Author Profile
    Author Parr, Catharine
    Denomination Anglican
    Prayers or meditacions Text Profile
    Genre Prayer
    Date 1545
    Full Title Prayers or meditacions, wherin the mynde is styrred paciently to suffre all afflictions here, to sette at nought the vayne prosperitie of this worlde, and alway to longe for the euerlastyng felicitie: collected out of certain holy woorkes by the moste vertuous and gracious princes Catharine, Quene of Englande, France, and Irelande.
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    Coloss. iii.

    If ye bee rysen agayne
    with CHRIST, seke the
    thynges, whiche are aboue,
    where Christe sitteth on the
    ryght hande of GOD. Set
    youre affection on thynges
    that are aboue: and nat on
    thynges, whyche are on the
    earthe.

    1
    MOST BEnigne
    lorde
    Iesu, grau~t
    me thy grace,
    that it
    mai alway
    woorke in
    me, and perseuer with me
    vnto the ende.
    Graunt me, that I maie
    euer desyre and wille that
    whiche is moste pleasaunte,
    and moste acceptable to the.
    Thy will be my will, and
    my will be to folowe alway
    thy will.
    Let there be alwaye in me
    oone wille, and one desire
    with the, and that I haue

    A ii

    2
    no desire to wille, or not to
    will, but as thou wilte.
    Lorde, thou knowest what
    thynge is moste profytable
    and moste expedient for me.
    Gyue therfore what thou
    wilt, as muche as thou wilt,
    and whan thou wilt.
    Dooe with me what thou
    wilte, as it shall please the,
    and as shal be moste to thyne
    honour.
    Put me where thou wilte,
    and freely do with me in all
    thynges after thy wille.
    Thy creature I am, and in
    thy handes, leade and turne
    me where thou wilt.
    Loo, I am thy seruaunt,
    3
    readye to all thynges that
    thou commandest: for I desire
    not to liue to my selfe,
    but to the.
    Lorde Iesu, I praye the
    graunt me grace, that I neuer
    set my herte on the thynges
    of this worlde, but that
    all worldly and carnall affections
    maie vtterly dye &
    be mortifyed in me.
    Graunt me aboue all thinges,
    that I maie rest in the,
    and fully quiete and pacifie
    my herte in the.
    For thou lorde, arte the veraie
    true peace of herte, and
    the perfeite rest of the soule:
    and without the, al thinges

    A iii

    4
    be greuous and vnquiet.
    My lorde Iesu, I beseche
    the, bee with me in euerye
    place, and at all tymes, and
    lette it be to me a special solace,
    gladly for thy loue to
    lacke all worldly solace
    And if thou withdraw thy
    comforte fro~ me at any tyme,
    kepe me O lorde, frome desperacion,
    and make me paciently
    to abide thy wyll and
    ordinaunce.
    O lorde Iesu, thy iudgementes
    bee rightuouse, and
    thy prouidence is muche better
    for me, than all that I
    can imagine or deuise.
    Wherfore do with me in
    5
    all thinges as it shall please
    the: for it maie not bee but
    well all that thou doest.
    If thou wilt that I be in
    light, be thou blessed: if thou
    wilte I bee in darknesse, bee
    thou also blessed.
    If thou vouchesafe to comfort
    me, be thou highly blessed:
    if thou wilte I liue in
    trouble, and withoute comforte,
    be thou likewyse euer
    blessed.
    Lord, gyue me grace gladly
    to suffre whatsoeuer thou
    wilt shall fall vpon me, and
    paciently to take at thy ha~d
    good and badde, bitter, and
    swete: ioye and sorowe, and
    6
    for all thinges that shall befal
    vnto me, hartily to tha~k
    the.
    Kepe me lorde from synne,
    & I shall then neither dread
    deathe nor hell.
    O what thankes ought I
    to gyue vnto the whiche hast
    suffered the greuouse deathe
    of the Crosse, to deliuer me
    frome my synnes, and to obteyn
    euerlasting life for me.
    Thou gauest vs moste perfect
    example of pacience, fulfilling
    and obeying the will
    of thy father euen vnto the
    deathe.
    Make me wretched sinner,
    obediently to vse my selfe after
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    thy wyll in all thynges,
    and paciently to beare the
    bourden of this corruptible
    lyfe.
    For though this life be tedious,
    & as an heuy burdein to
    my soule: yet neuerthelesse
    throughe thy grace, and by
    example of the it is nowe
    made muche more easye and
    comfortable then it was before
    thy incarnacio~ and passyon.
    Thy holy life is oure waye
    to the, and by folowynge of
    the, we walke to the, that
    arte our head and sauiour:
    And yet excepte thou haddest
    gone before, and shewed vs

    A v

    8
    the waye to euerlasting lyfe.
    who would endeuoure hym
    selfe to folowe the? seynge
    we be yet so slowe and dull,
    hauyng the light of thy blessed
    example & holy doctrine
    to leade and directe vs.
    O lorde Iesu, make that
    possible by grace, that is impossible
    to me by nature.
    Thou knowest well, that
    I maie litle suffre, and that
    I am anone cast downe and
    ouerthrowen with a litle aduersitie:
    wherfore I beseche
    the O lorde, to strengthen me
    with thy spirite, that I may
    willingly suffre for thy sake
    all maner of trouble and affliction.
    9
    Lorde, I will knowlage vnto
    the, al mine vnrightuousnesse,
    and I wyll confesse to
    the all the vnstablenesse of
    my herte.
    Oftentymes a veraie litle
    thyng troubleth me sore, and
    maketh me dull and slow to
    serue the.
    And sometyme I purpose
    to stande strongly, but whan
    a litle truble cometh, it is
    to me great anguishe & grief,
    and of a right litle thyng riseth
    a greuous temptacion
    to me.
    yea when I thinke my self
    to be sure and stronge, and
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    that as it semeth I haue ye
    vpper hand: sodenly I feele
    my selfe ready to fall with
    a littel blaste of temptacion.
    Behold therfore good lord,
    my weakenesse, and consyder
    me frailenesse, best knowen
    to the.
    Haue mercy on me, and delyuer
    me frome all iniquitie
    and synne, that I be not intangled
    therwith.
    Oftentymes it greueth me
    sore, and in maner confoundeth
    me, that I am so vnstable,
    so weake, and so fraile
    in resisting synfull mocions.
    which although they drawe
    me not alway to consent, yet
    11
    neuer the lesse theyr assaultes
    bee veraie greuouse vnto
    me.
    And it is tedious to me, to
    lyue in suche battaile, albeit
    I perceyue that suche battaile
    is not vnprofytable vnto
    me. For therby I knowe
    the better my selfe, and myne
    owne infirmities, and that
    I muste seeke helpe onely at
    thy handes.
    O lorde god of Israell, the
    louer of all faithfull soules,
    vouchesafe to behold the labour
    and sorowe of me thy
    poore creature.
    Assiste me in all thynges
    with thy grace, & so strength
    12
    me with heauenly strength,
    that neither my cruell enemie
    the fende, neither my
    wretched flesshe whiche is
    not yet subiect to the spirite
    haue victory or dominion ouer
    me.
    O what a lyfe mai this be
    called, where noo trouble
    nor mysery lacketh? where
    euery place is full of snares
    of mortall enemies.
    For one trouble or temptacion
    ouer passed, an other co~meth
    by and by, and the first
    conflicte yet durynge, a new
    battaile sodenly ariseth.
    Wherfore, lorde Iesu, I
    pray the, geue me the grace
    13
    to rest in the aboue all thynges,
    and to quiete me in the
    aboue all creatures: aboue
    all glory and honoure, aboue
    all dignitie & power, aboue
    all cunnyng and policie: aboue
    al healthe and beautie,
    aboue all rychesse and treasure:
    aboue all ioye and pleasure:
    aboue al fame & praise:
    aboue all myrthe and consolacion
    that mans hert maie
    take or feele besides the.
    For thou lorde god, arte
    beste, moste wise, moste high,
    most mightie, most susticie~t,
    and most full of al goodnes,
    moste swete and moste comfortable,
    moste faire, moste
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    louyng, moste noble, moste
    glorious, in whom all goodnesse
    moste perfectly is.
    And therfore what so euer
    I haue beside the, it is nothing
    to me: for my hert may
    not reste, ne fully be pacified
    but onely in the.
    O lorde Iesu, most louinge
    spouse, who shall gyue me
    wynges of perfect loue, that
    I maye flye vp frome these
    worldly myseries, and reste
    in the?
    O when shall I ascend to
    the, and see, and feele howe
    swete thou arte?
    Whan shal I holly gather
    my selfe in the, so perfectly
    15
    that I shall not for thy loue
    feele my selfe, but the onely
    aboue my selfe, and aboue
    all worldly thynges, that
    thou maiest vouchsafe to visite
    me in such wise, as thou
    doest visite thy moste faithfull
    louers?
    Nowe I often mourne and
    complayne of the miseryes
    of this life, and with sorow,
    and great heauynesse suffre
    them.
    For many thynges happen
    daily to me, whiche oftentymes
    trouble me, make me heuy,
    and darken myne vnderstandyng.
    They hinder me greatly,

    B

    16
    and put my mynd from the,
    and so encombre me many
    wayes, that I can not freely,
    and clerely desyre the, ne
    haue thy swete consolacio~s,
    whiche with thy blessed saintes
    be alwaie present.
    I beseche the lorde Iesu,
    that the syghynges and inwarde
    desires of my hert
    maie moue and incline the
    to here me.
    O Iesu, kynge of euerlasting
    glory, the ioie and comfort
    of all christen people,
    that are wandrynge as pylgrims
    in the wyldernesse of
    this worlde: my hert crieth
    to the by stil desires, and my
    17
    silence speketh vnto the, and
    sayeth: howe longe taryeth
    my lorde god to come to me,
    Come, O lorde, and visite
    me, for without the I haue
    no true ioye, without the,
    my soule is heuy and sadde.
    I am in prison, and bound
    with fetters of sorow, till
    thou, O lorde, with thy gracious
    presence vouchesafe to
    visite me, and to brynge me
    agayne to libertie and ioy of
    spirite, and to shewe thy fauourable
    countenaunce vnto
    me.
    Open my hert lorde, that
    I maie beholde thy lawes,
    and teache me to walke in

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    18
    thy commandementes.
    Make me to know and folowe
    thy will, and to haue
    alwayes in my reme~braunce
    thy manyfolde benefyttes,
    that I maie yelde due thankes
    to the for them.
    But I knowlage and confesse
    for trouthe, that I am
    not able to gyue the condigne
    thankes for the least benefit
    that thou hast gyuen me.
    O lorde, al giftes and vertues
    that any man hath in
    body or soule, natural or supernaturall,
    be thy gyftes,
    and come of the, and not of
    our selfe, and they declare
    the great richesse of thy mercy
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    and goodnesse vnto vs.
    And though some haue mo
    giftes than other, yet they
    all procede from the, & without
    the, the leste can not be
    hadde.
    O lorde, I accompte it for
    a greate benefit, not to haue
    many worldly giftes, wherby
    the laude and prayse of
    men might blynde my soule,
    and deceyue me.
    Lorde, I knowe, that noo
    man ought to be abasshed or
    myscontent, that he is in a
    lowe estate in this worlde,
    and lacketh the plesures of
    this lyfe: but rather to bee
    glad and reioyse therat.

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    20
    For so muche as thou hast
    chosen the poore and meeke
    persons, and suche as are dispised
    in the worlde, to bee
    thy seruantes and familiar
    frendes.
    witnesse be thy blessed Apostles,
    whom thou madest
    chief pastours and spiritual
    gouernours of thy flocke,
    whiche departed frome the
    counsail of the Iewes, reioysynge,
    that they were counted
    worthy to suffre rebuke
    for thy name.
    Euen so, O lorde, graunt,
    that I thy seruaunt maie be
    as well content to be taken
    as the least, as other bee to
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    be greattist, and that I be as
    well pleased to be in the lowest
    place, as in the hyest?
    and as glad to be of no reputacion
    in the worlde for thy
    sake, as other are to be noble
    and famous.
    Lorde, it is the worke of a
    perfeite man, neuer to sequester
    his minde from the, & amo~g
    many worldly cares to
    go without care: not after
    the maner of an ydle or a dissolute
    persone, but by the prerogatiue
    of a free mynde, alway
    minding heauenly thinges,
    and not cleauyng by inordinate
    affection to any creature.

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    22
    I beseche the therfore my
    lord Iesu, kepe me from the
    superfluouse cares of this
    worlde, that I be not inquieted
    with bodily necessities,
    ne that I be not taken with
    the voluptuous pleasures of
    the worlde, ne of the fleshe.
    Preserue me from all thynges,
    whiche hyndereth my
    soule healthe, that I bee not
    ouerthrowen with them.
    O lorde god, whiche arte
    swetenesse vnspekable, turne
    in to bytternesse to me all
    worldly and fleshly delites,
    whiche moughte drawe me
    frome the loue of eternall
    thynges, to the loue of short
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    and vile pleasures.
    Let not fleshe and bloude
    ouercomme me, ne yet the
    worlde with his vaynglory
    deceyue me, nor the fe~d with
    his manyfolde craftes supplant
    me: but giue me gostely
    strength in resisting them,
    pacience in sufferyng theim,
    and constance in perseuering
    to the ende.
    Geue me, for all worldly
    delectacions, the most swete
    consolacion of thy holy spiritte,
    and for all fleshly loue
    indue my soule with feruent
    loue of the.
    Make me strong inwardly
    in my soule, and caste out

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    24
    therof al vnprofitable cares
    of this worlde, that I be nat
    ledde by vnstable desyres of
    earthly thinges, but that I
    maie repute all thinges in
    this world as they be transitorie,
    and soone vanishyng
    awaie, and my self also with
    them, drawyng toward min
    ende.
    For nothynge vnder the
    sonne maie longe abide, but
    all is vanitie and affliction
    of spirite.
    Geue me, lorde, therfore
    heauenly wisedome, that I
    maie lerne to seke and fynde
    the, and aboue all thynges
    to loue the.
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    Geue me grace to withdrawe
    me from theym that
    flatter me, and paciently to
    suffre theym, that vniustely
    greue me.
    Lorde, whan temptacion
    or tribulacion cometh, vouchesafe
    to succour me, that
    all maie tourne to my gostly
    comforte, and pacientely to
    suffre, and alwaye to saye,
    Thy name be blessed.
    Lorde, trouble is nowe at
    hande. I am not well, but I
    am greately vexed with this
    presente affliction. O moste
    glorious father, what shall
    I dooe? anguishe and trouble
    are on euery syde, helpe
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    nowe I beseeche the in this
    hower, thou shalt be lauded
    and praised, whan I am perfectly
    made meke before the,
    and whan I am clerely delyuered
    by the.
    Maie it therfore please the
    to deliuer me, for what maie
    I most synfull wretche do?
    or whither maie I go for socour
    but to the?
    Geue me pacience nowe at
    this time in all my troubles.
    helpe me lorde god, and I
    shall not feare ne dreade,
    what troubles so euer fall
    vppon me.
    And now what shal I say:
    but that thy will be done in
    27
    me? I haue deserued to bee
    troubled and grieued: and
    therfore it behoueth, that I
    suffre as longe as it pleaseth
    the.
    But wolde to god, that I
    might suffre gladly, tyll the
    furious tempestes wer ouerpassed,
    and that quietnesse
    of herte myght come again.
    Thy mightie hande lorde,
    is strong inough to take this
    trouble from me, and to asswage
    the cruell assaultes
    therof, that I be not ouercome
    with theim, as thou
    haste oftentymes dooen before
    this tyme, that whan I
    am clerely deliuered by the,
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    I maie with gladnesse saie:
    The right hand of hym that
    is hyghest, hath made this
    chaunge.
    Lorde graunte me thy singular
    grace, that I maie come
    thether, where no creature
    shal let me, ne kepe me frome
    the perfeit beholding of the.
    For as longe as any transitory
    thing kepeth me backe,
    or hath rule in me, I maie
    not freely ascende to the
    O lorde, without the, nothynge
    maie longe delite or
    plese: For if any thing shuld
    be liking and sauory, it must
    be through helpe of thy grace,
    seasoned with the spyce
    29
    of thy wysedome.
    O euerlastyng lyght, farre
    passynge all thynges, sende
    downe the beames of thy
    brightnesse from aboue, and
    purifye and lyghten the inwarde
    partes of my herte.
    Quicken my soule, and all
    the powers therof, that it
    maie cleaue fast and be ioyned
    to the in ioyful gladnes
    of gostly rauishynges.
    O when shall that blessed
    houre come, that thou shalt
    visite me, and glad me with
    thy blessed presence, when
    thou shalt be to me al in all:
    verily vntil that tyme come,
    there can be no perfecte ioye
    30
    in me.
    But alas, myne olde man,
    that is my carnall affectio~s,
    lyue styll in me, and are not
    crucified, nor perfitly deade.
    For yet striueth the flesshe
    against the spirite, and moueth
    great battaile inwardly
    against me, and suffereth
    not thy ki~gdom of my soule
    to lyue in peace.
    But thou good lorde, that
    haste the lordeshyppe ouer
    all, and power of the sea to
    assuage the rages and surges
    of the same, aryse and
    helpe me, destroy the power
    of myne enemies, whiche alwaies
    make bataile against
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    me, shew furth the greatnes
    of thy goodnesse, and let the
    power of thy right hande be
    glorified in me, for there is
    to me none other hope nor refuge,
    but in the onely, my
    lorde, my god, to the be honor
    and glory euerlastyng.
    O lorde, grant me, that I
    maie wholly resigne my self
    to the, and in all thynges to
    forsake my selfe, and paciently
    to beare my crosse, and
    to folowe the.
    O lorde, what is man, that
    thou vouchesauest to haue
    mynde of him: and to visite
    hym?
    Thou arte alwaie one, allwaie

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    32
    good, alway rightwise
    and holy, iustly and blessedly
    disposyng all thynges after
    thy wisedome.
    But I am a wretche, and
    of my selfe alwaie redy and
    prone to euill, and doo neuer
    abyde in one state, but many
    tymes do vary and chaunge.
    Neuerthelesse it shall be
    better with me, whan it shal
    please the, for thou, O lorde,
    only art he, that maist helpe
    me, and thou maiest so confirme
    and stablishe me, that
    my hert shall not bee chaunged
    from the, but be surely
    fixed, and finally rest and be
    quieted in the.
    33
    I am nothyng elles of my
    selfe but vanitie before the,
    an vnconstant creature and
    a feble, and therfore, wherof
    maie I rightfully glory? or
    why should I loke to be magnified.
    who so pleaseth hym selfe
    without the, displeseth the:
    and he that deliteth in mennes
    praysynges, loseth the
    true prayse before the.
    The true prayse is to bee
    praised of the: And the true
    ioye is to reioyse in the.
    wherfore thy name o lord
    bee praysed, and not myne.
    Thy workes be magnified
    and not myne, and thy goodnesse

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    34
    bee alwayes lauded
    and blessed.
    Thou arte my glorie, and
    the ioye of my herte, in the
    shal I glory, and ioye in the,
    and not in my selfe, nor in any
    worldly honour or dignitie,
    whiche to thy eternall
    glory compared, is but a shadow
    and veraie vanitie.
    O lorde, we lyue here in
    great darkenes, and are sone
    deceiued with the vanities
    of this worlde, and are sone
    greued with a lytle trouble:
    yet yf I coulde beholde my
    selfe wel, I shuld plainly se,
    that what trouble so euer I
    haue suffered, it hath iustely
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    commen vpon me, because I
    haue often synned, and greuously
    offended the.
    To me therfore confucion
    and dispite is due: but to the
    lawde, honour, and glorie.
    Lord, sende me helpe in my
    troubles, for mannes helpe
    is lyttell worthe.
    How often haue I ben dispointed,
    where I thought I
    shoulde haue founde frendeship?
    And howe often haue
    I found it, where as I least
    thought?
    Wherfore it is a vain thing,
    to trust in man, for the true
    truste and helthe of man, is
    onely in the.

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    36
    Blessed be thou lord therfore
    in all thinges, that happeneth
    vnto vs: for we bee
    weake and vnstable, soone
    disceyued, and soone chaunged
    from one thynge to an
    other.
    O lorde god, moste rightuous
    iudge, stronge and paciente,
    whiche knowest the
    frailtee and malice of man,
    be thou my hoole strengthe
    and comforte in all necessities:
    for myne owne conscience
    lorde suffyceth not.
    Wherfore to thy mercie I
    do appeale, seyng no manne
    maie be iustified ne appere
    rightuous in thy syghte, if
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    thou examine him after thy
    iustice.
    O blessed mansion of thy
    heauenly citie, O most clerest
    daie of eternitie, whom
    the night maie neuer darke~.
    This is the daie, alwaie
    clere and mery, alway sure,
    and neuer chaungynge his
    state.
    Woulde to god this daye
    myght shortely appere and
    shyne vpon vs, and that this
    worldely fantasies were at
    an ende.
    This daie shyneth clerely
    to thy saintes in heue~ with
    euerlastyng brightnesse, but
    to vs pylgrims in earthe, it

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    38
    shynethe obscurely, and as
    through a mirrour or glasse.
    The heauenlye citezyns
    know, how ioyous thys day
    is: but we, outlawes, the
    chyldren of Eue, wepe and
    waile the bitter tediousnesse
    of our daye, that is of this
    present life, shorte and euyll,
    full of sorowe and anguishe.
    Where man is often tymes
    defyled with synne, encombred
    with affliction, inquieted
    with troubles, wrapped
    in cares, busied with vanities,
    blinded with errours,
    ouercharged with labours,
    vexed with temptacions, ouercome
    with vaine delites
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    and pleasures of the world,
    and greuousely tormented
    with penury and nede.
    O, when shal thende come
    of all these miseries?
    When shal I be clerely deliuered
    from the bondage of
    synne?
    When shal I lorde haue
    onely mynde on the and fully
    be glad and mery in the?
    When shal I be free without
    lettyng, and bee in perfeite
    lybertie without griefe
    of body and soule?
    When shall I haue peace
    without trouble: peace within
    and withoute: and on euery
    syde stedfaste and sure?

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    O lorde Iesu, when shall
    I stande and beholde the?
    and haue full sight and contemplacion
    of thy glorie?
    When shalte thou be to me
    all in all? and when shall I
    be with the in thy kingdom,
    that thou hast ordeined for
    thine electe people from the
    beginnyng?
    I am lefte here poore, and
    as an outlawe, in the lande
    of myne ennemies, where
    dayly be batailes and great
    misfortunes.
    Comforte myne exile, aswage
    my sorowe, for al my
    desyre is to be with the.
    It is to me an vnpleasant
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    burdeyne, what pleasure so
    euer the worlde offereth me
    here.
    I desire to haue inwarde
    fruicio~ in the, but I can not
    atteine therto.
    I couette to cleaue faste
    to heauenly thynges, but
    worldely affections plucke
    my mynde downeward.
    I wolde subdue al yuel affectyons,
    but they daiely rebelle
    and ryse ageynste me,
    and will not be subiecte vnto
    my spyrite.
    Thus I wretched creature
    fighte in my selfe, and am
    greuous to my selfe, whyle
    my spirite desyreth to be vpwarde,
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    & contrary, my fleshe
    draweth me downewarde.
    O, what suffre I inwardely?
    I go about to minde heuenly
    thynges, and streight
    a great taable of worldely
    thoughtes russhe in to my
    soule.
    Therfore lord, be not longe
    awaie, ye departe not in thy
    wrathe from me.
    Sende me the light of thy
    grace, destroye in me all carnall
    desires.
    Sende forthe the hotte flames
    of thy loue, to burne &
    consume the cloudie fantasies
    of my mynde.
    Gather, O lorde, my wittes
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    and the powers of my
    soule together in the, and
    make me to dispise al worldly
    thinges, and by thy grace
    strongely to resist and ouercome
    all mocions and occasions
    of synne.
    Helpe me, thou euerlasting
    Trouthe, that no worldely
    gyse nor vanitie hereafter
    haue power to deceiue me.
    Come also thou heauenly
    swetenesse, & let al bitternes
    of synne flee farre from me.
    Pardon me, and forgeue
    me, as ofte as in my prayer
    my mynde is not surely fixed
    on the.
    For many tymes I am not
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    there, where I stande or syt:
    but rather there, whyther
    my thoughtes carie me.
    For there I am, where my
    thought is, and there as customablye
    is my thoughte,
    there is that that I loue.
    And that oftentymes commeth
    into my mynde, that
    by custome pleaseth me best,
    and that deliteth me most to
    thynke vpon.
    Accordyngly as thou doest
    saie in thy gospel: where as
    a mannes treasure is, there is
    his herte.
    Wherfore if I loue heauen
    I speake gladly therof, and
    of such thynges as be of god
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    and of that that appertayneth
    to his honour, & to the
    glorifieng of his holy name.
    And if I loue the worlde,
    I loue to talke of worldely
    thynges: and I ioye anone
    in worldly felycitie, and sorowe,
    and lament soone for
    worldly aduersitee.
    If I loue the fleshe I imagine
    oftentimes that pleseth
    the fleshe.
    If I loue my soule, I delite
    muche to speake and to here
    of thynges, that bee for my
    soule healthe.
    And what so euer I loue,
    of that I gladly here and
    speake, and beare the ymages
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    of them stil in my mi~de.
    Blessed is that man, that
    for the loue of the lorde, setteth
    not by the pleasures of
    this worlde, & lerneth truely
    to ouercome hym selfe, and
    with the feruour of spirite
    crucifyeth his fleshe, so that
    in a cleane and a pure concience,
    he maie offer his prayers
    to the, and be accepted to
    haue company of thy blessed
    angelles, all erthly thynges
    excluded from his herte.
    Lorde, and holy father, be
    thou blessed, now and euer:
    for as thou wylte, so is it,
    done, and that thou dooest,
    is alwaye best.
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    Let me thy humble and vnworthy
    seruaunt, ioye onely
    in the, and not in my self, ne
    in any thyng els besyde the.
    For thou lord, art my gladnesse,
    my hope, my crowne,
    and all myne honour.
    What hath thy seruaunte,
    but that he hath of the, and
    that without his desert?
    All thynges be thyne, thou
    hast create and made them.
    I am poore, and haue been
    in trouble and peyne euer
    from my youthe, and my
    soule hath ben in great heauinesse
    throughe manyfolde
    passions, that come of the
    worlde and of the fleshe.

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    Wherfore lorde, I desyre
    that I maie haue of the, the
    ioye of inward peace.
    I aske of the, to come to
    that rest, whiche is ordeined
    for thy chosen children, that
    be fedde and nourished with
    the lighte of heauenly comfortes:
    For withoute thy
    helpe, I can not come to the.
    Lorde geue me peace, geue
    me inwarde ioye, and then
    my soule shalbe full of heauenly
    melody, & be deuoute
    and feruente in thy laudes
    and praisynges.
    But if thou withdrawe thy
    selfe from me as thou haste
    sometyme done than maie
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    not thy seruant ren the way
    of thy commandementes, as
    I dyd before.
    For it is not with me, as it
    was, when the lanterne of
    thy gostly presence did shine
    vpon my hed, and I was defended
    vnder the shaddowe
    of thy wynges from all perylles
    and daungers.
    O mercifull lord Iesu, euer
    to bee praysed, the tyme is
    come, that thou wilte proue
    thy seruante, and ryghtfull
    it is, that I shall now suffre
    somewhat for the.
    Now is the houre co~men,
    that thou hast knowen from
    the beginnyng, that thy seruaunt

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    for a tyme shulde outwardly
    be set at naught, and
    inwardly to leane to the.
    And that he shulde be dispised
    in the syghte of the
    worlde, and be broken with
    affliction, that he may after
    arise with the in a new light
    and bee clarified and made
    glorious in thy kingdome of
    heauen.
    O holy father, thou haste
    ordeined it so to be, and it is
    done as thou hast co~ma~ded.
    This is thy grace O lord
    to thy friende, to suffre hym
    to be troubled in this world
    for thy loue, how often so euer
    it be, and of what perso~
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    so euer it be, and in what maner
    so euer thou wilte suffre
    it to fall vnto hym: for without
    thy will or sufferaunce
    what thing is dooen vppon
    earth?
    It is good to me O lorde
    that thou hast mekened me,
    that I maie therby lerne to
    knowe thy rightuous iudgementes,
    and to put from me
    all maner of presumpcion
    and statelinesse of herte.
    It is veraie profitable for
    me, that confusion hath couered
    my face, that I maie
    learne therby rather to seke
    to the for helpe and succour,
    then to man.

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    I haue therby learned to
    dreade thy secrete and terrible
    iugementes, which scourgest
    the righteous with the
    synner, but not without equitie
    and iustice.
    Lorde, I yelde thankes to
    the, that thou haste not spared
    my synnes, but hast punyshed
    me with scourges of
    loue, and haste sent me affliction
    and anguyshes within
    and without.
    No creature vnder heauen
    maie comforte me but thou
    Lorde god the heauenlie
    leache of mans soule, which
    strikest and healest, whiche
    bryngest a man nyghe vnto
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    death, and after restorest him
    to life agayne, that he maie
    therby learne to knowe his
    owne weakenesse and imbesilitie,
    and the more fully to
    truste in the lorde.
    Thy discipline is layde vpon
    me, and thy rod of correction
    hath taught me, and
    vnder that rod I holly submitte
    me.
    Strike my backe and my
    bones, as it shall please the,
    and make me to bowe my
    croked will vnto thy will.
    Make me a meeke and an
    humble disciple as thou hast
    somtime done with me, that
    I maye walke after thy wil.

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    To the I committe my self
    to be corrected: for better it
    is to be corrected by the here
    then in tyme to come.
    Thou knowest al thinges,
    and nothyng is hid from the
    that is in mans conscience.
    Thou knowest al thynges
    to come before they fall, & it
    is not nedeful, that any man
    teache the, or warne the of
    any thing that is done vpon
    the earth.
    Thou knowest what is profitable
    for me, & howe muche
    tribulacions helpen to
    purge away the rust of sinne
    in me.
    Doe with me after thy pleasure,
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    I am a synfull wretch,
    to none so well knowen as
    to the.
    Graunt me Lorde that to
    knowe, that is necessary to
    be knowen: that to loue, that
    is to be loued: that to desire,
    that pleaseth the: that to regard,
    that is precious in thy
    syghte: and that to refuse:
    that is vyle before the.
    Suffre me not to iudge thy
    misteries after my outward
    senses, ne to gyue sentence
    after the hearyng of the ignorante,
    but by true iudgement
    to discerne thinges spirituall,
    and aboue all thynges
    alwaie to serche and folowe

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    thy wyll and pleasure.
    O lorde Iesu, thou art all
    my richesse, and all that I
    haue, I haue it of the.
    But what am I lorde
    that I dare speake to the? I
    am thy poore creature, and
    a worme moste abecte.
    Beholde Lorde, I haue
    nought, and of my selfe I
    am nought worthe, thou art
    onely god, ryghtuouse and
    holy, thou orderest all thynges,
    thou gyuest all thinges,
    and thou fulfyllest all thynges
    with goodnesse.
    I am a synner, barren and
    voide of godly vertue.
    Remembre thy mercyes,
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    and fill my herte with plentie
    of thy grace, for thou
    wilt not that thy workes in
    me shuld be made in vain.
    Howe maie I beare the
    myserie of this lyfe, except
    thy grace and mercie dooe
    comforte me?
    Tourne not thy face from
    me, deferre not thy visityng
    of me, ne withdraw not thy
    comfortes, leste happely my
    soule be made as drie earthe
    without the water of grace.
    Teache me lorde, to fulfyl
    thy wylle, to lyue meekely,
    and worthily before the, for
    thou arte all my wysedome
    and counnyng, thou arte he,
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    that knowest me as I am,
    that knewest me before the
    worlde was made, and before
    I was borne or brought
    into this life, to the o lorde
    be honour glorie and prayse
    for euer and euer. Amen.

    Laudes deo in eternum.
    Amen.
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    A praier for the kynge.

    O LORDE Iesu Christe
    moste hygh, most myghty,
    kynge of kynges, lorde of
    lordes, the onely rular of princis,
    the veraie sonne of god, on whose
    right hand sytting, doest from thy
    throne beholde all the dwellers vpon
    earth: with moste lowly hertes
    we besech the, vouchsafe with
    fauourable regarde, to behold our
    moste gracious soueraigne lorde,
    kyng Henry the eyght, and so replenishe
    him with the grace of thy
    holy spirite, that he alwaie incline
    to thy wyl, and walke in thy way.
    Kepe hym far of from ignorance,
    but through thy gifte, let prudence
    and knowlage alwaie abounde in
    his royall herte: So instruct hym
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    O LORDE Iesu reignyng
    vpon vs in earth, that his humain
    maiestie, alwaie obeye thy diuine
    maiestie in feare and dreade. Indue
    hym plentyfully with heuenly
    giftes. Graunt him in helthe and
    welthe longe to lyue. Heape glory
    and honour vpon hym. Glad hym
    with the ioye of thy countenaunce.
    So strengthe hym, that he maie
    vanquysshe and ouercome all his
    and our foes, and be dred and feared
    of all the ennemies of his realme.
    Amen.

    A praier for men to saie entring into battaile.

    O Almyghty kyng and lord
    of hostes, which by thy angels
    therevnto appointed
    doest minister both warre & peace,
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    and which diddest geue vnto Dauid
    both courage and strength, being
    but a litle one, vnarmed, and
    vnexpert in feates of warre, with
    his slyng to sette vpon and ouerthrowe
    the gret huge Goliath, our
    cause now being iust, and being inforced
    to entre into warre and batayle,
    we most humble beseche the
    O lord god of hostes so to turne
    the hertes of our ennemies to the
    desire of peace, that no christe~ blud
    be spilt, or els graunt O lorde that
    with small effusion of bloud, and
    to the litle hurt & damage of innocentis,
    we may to thy glory, optein
    victory: and that the warres being
    soone ended, we maie al, with
    one hert and mynde, knyt togither
    in concorde and vnitie, laude and
    prayse the, whiche liuest and reignest,
    worlde without ende. Amen.
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